i'm beginning to learn so much more... ...and there's so much more to know. You live to learn...and learn to live. From out of highschool i was like an infant being brought into the world from my mothers birth canal...Now i feel like a five year old kid who just started kindergarten. but aren't i suppose to be grown by now...? i've enjoyed the life of oblivion and being naïve, but by no means was I ignorant. ...i want to say that it's time to really grow up. I want to say this…but all I’ve been doing is literally what I just said. “All Talk.” I say that I’ve changed…but have I really? I find myself back at square one with myself, and I’m sure a lot of us that has gone through some turmoil battles against our inner selves and so many things (family, peers, society...etc.) can affect them. I know I’m not the only one, but sometimes it feels like that when there’s literally no one around here. I say that I see things differently and in a way I do; it’s just, have I really let it sink in and take its full affect? But I swear everyone goes through this, the battle with our inner selves…the battles within our minds. The mind is a really tricky thing, it confuses us, we get confused with what we want and or need, we get confused with our feelings…and we all think differently from everyone. Maybe the mind is the most destructive thing in humanity. Although the mind may be the most destructive thing in humanity, it can also be the greatest thing to us that separate us from all beings. The mind gives human beings uniqueness, the ability to think consciously. Because of the greats of the mind, we’re able to save time (i.e. driving instead of walking) or prolong life with scientific studies and technology. But look how overwhelmed society has gotten…we’re beings who pursue pleasure that gives us a peace of mind shortly or a brief enjoyment; we are now beings with unlimited wants who may never be satisfied. Because of the many options in everything we have now, from a corolla to a benz, a 20" tv or a plasma whatever crap at Best Buy, when will we ever be satisfied with anything? We possibly will always think "What if this if I haven't that?...what if, or...or..or this?" But when we’ve reached confinement with ourselves in satisfaction or perhaps even happiness and realize what really made us come to this point, (which I hope all of you do some time, and if you have already then I am happy for you) it might have been the simplest things in life. Let’s take it back old school, I used to be so excited when I got a new pair of shoes from Payless, heck I still would if I went shopping as much as I had before (haha). And look at the brand itself “PAY…LESS” who wouldn’t want to do that? I’m not saying that people should settle for less, because they can get better…but what arises from here is again, what will satisfy you? I'm not talking about material things that make you happy but the concept of value. We all have certain degrees of value for things and it varies from one individual to another because of taste and how different we think for one another. I just hope your values aren't superficial, but if you are able to live happily and satisfied with that...then what can i say, whatever floats your boat. i never finish up blogs...i always write random things...or things that are stuck in my mind. i'm done. IT'S A RAPPPP hahahahaha just remember what really matters to you most and that it should better you in the future physically and psychologically...and what matters to you most, hold on to them. | 
...hop scotch. jungle gym. monkey bars. basketball-soccer-KICKBALL- P.E. time. "early and late birds." "Cycle A B C or D." "Playtime". The infamous question as we were kids "What do you want to be when you grow up?" i remember when i used to get so excited receiving mail-it still excites me. you can always see me up high in my plum tree or apple...i love eating all types of fruits, don't you?